I have so many words and so many phrases in my head to express how I feel for you, and so many ways to say how much I will miss you but none of them seem to sum it up correctly. Its like, the feeling is there in my head but I don’t know the vocabulary to describe it. I will miss you so goddamn much. I will think about you every day. I will miss this. I’ll miss our weekend routine of late night movies and morning cuddles. I’ll miss the kisses and the hugs and the fun and you. I’ll miss you.  I sound so pathetic but.. I love you. I really do.